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PeARleen tAN 24 FeBuaRy
LOvEs... My Saviour, My Lord, Jesus Eat,slp,play Drums,piano,guitar Bed,tigger,mickey Chicken rice Drama shows Christmas Ice skating Ultimate frisbee
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Wednesday, October 17
hmm..so long nvrblog le..i think im beginning to lose interest in blogging..everytym when im at e com i jus feel so lazy to blog..hmm.. kk..went to work jus nw..at e bus stop at my hse i saw nigel..he called me..i thot it was him..i rmb his bday is 17 oct so i asked,"tmr ur bday ryte?" he said ,"no.." so i thot i recognise e wrong person..i den asked fer his name..he said nigel so i said correct me 17 oct..den i realise 17 was today..he told me ya lor 17 ma today lor..haha..kindi dumb of me ah..haha..well nt to b embraress of..dunno hw 2 spell...he was my primary school crush..so is 5 yrs ago le..he used to sit next to me..he was kinda e hot fav among e gals..we used to compete results n i usually lost to him..we 'bet' on our psle..lost to him too..less than 10 marks onli la..tt tym wasnt as hard working..i dun mind competing agn nw..huh..nigel ng aka nonsense nigel..haha..cos he was full of nonsense n jokes so it was his nick given by my teacher..think pakim 4get hw 2 spell le..think she cant rmb me liao..or is debbie lam give de..cant rmb le either p5 or p6 de form teacher give de..hmm..he nw a bit beng still prefer his last tym de nigel..but everyone will grow..hmm..i was a lil so called crazy over him..mayb if i compete w him agn nw compete gpa i mightnt lose to him le..mayb might win him..haha..he oso taking biz course in tp..i miss pri sch p6 n sec sch sec4..i miss 6K...i miss 5K too.. hmm hw i wish tym can return..come 2 think of it 4 more mths i jiu 18 yrs old le..so fast..feels lyk life isnt as fulfilling..i want to go back to nursey which is lyk 3 4 yrs old tt tym..but lets look in e future..im waiting fer someone..deres no need to rush studies 1st..tts most impt..becoming an actress is my 1st goal;ambition;dream.wht has to come will come wht has to go has to go..most impt thing is i hav 2 learn to enjoy n make e best out of e process..accept e outcome rejoice when its tym think positive n look at e bigger picture when e outcoem is unexpected...life..since we onli live once letsmake e best out of it..lets nt grave over others n things that passes by..mayb i shd learn nt to take so many things so seriously n learn to let things go..learn nt to b so self centred learn to hav less pride learn to tone down n live a quiet life..learn to b outstanding in a diff manner..hav my head above others yet others couldnt see it..learn to live life for myself n nt fer other reasons..learn to treasure things ard me..so mani things to learn..18 yrs old le...still so mani flaws..haiiz.. kk..shall stop here..gonna watch my vcd till mayb 1 ep..wait fer com's batt to go flat tmr can charge..nitex.. 11:52 PM |
WishEs... eveRyoNe Safe & souNd gOod ResUltS PromiSinG FutuRe dReaM amBitiOn coMe tRue...
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