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PeARleen tAN 24 FeBuaRy
LOvEs... My Saviour, My Lord, Jesus Eat,slp,play Drums,piano,guitar Bed,tigger,mickey Chicken rice Drama shows Christmas Ice skating Ultimate frisbee
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Sunday, May 13
well..quite some time since i last blog..jus some uypdates..nt v gd things happened today..esp nvm..but one thing..dunno if i shd leant it..take it as a lesson learnt.nvr be so good even to e nearest ones around u..nvr spare thots for them.well y do i say so,cos when u spare thots for them,they in turn hurt u lyk nobody's biz!cos u din want them to get hurt u did smth but in e end they did smth to hurt u base on wht u did for them.forget it if don understand.too broke to explain further!arent i suppose to love e person?!mayb if i jus don take it toheart i shd be able to carry on n continue to love them..so e lesson learn...haha..lesson learnt is nt to spare thots for others becos u'll end up hurting urself..shd this be a lesson learnt?arent i suppose to put other before me no matter wht?arent joy come from that?but y don i feel any?!!!?!?!?!****! things are getting harder these few days n weeks..financially v tight..wonder hw long more can i hang on till..i really feel lyk smacking his face whenever i think of my financial situation..esp e skool fees thing n all e bks i hav to buy!nt becos of him i can buy my hp,shoes,bag,clothes!!!i waited so so so long worked so so so hard for them in e end!!!i got to buy nth but paying my skool fees plus everything!!****!i really feel lyk giving up nw.. its always e same after every emotional hurt..seems nvr improving. 9:57 PM |
WishEs... eveRyoNe Safe & souNd gOod ResUltS PromiSinG FutuRe dReaM amBitiOn coMe tRue...
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Cheryl
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