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PeARleen tAN 24 FeBuaRy
LOvEs... My Saviour, My Lord, Jesus Eat,slp,play Drums,piano,guitar Bed,tigger,mickey Chicken rice Drama shows Christmas Ice skating Ultimate frisbee
hAtes... lOsiNg... beiNg UnderestiMateD...
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Monday, February 5
the thought of getting through the day brings such a weight of depression it requires a major effort to even get out of bed.staying as busy as possible in order to create a diversion so grand n din hav to feel tt terrible purposelessness of my life.but there is always tt moment of extreme aloneness w no voice n no activity.e deafening quiet exposed the futility of my life n it is unbearable.suicide as means of escape n w tt dreaded feeling to wake up each day to face another.theres no way out.tts me. im sick!wth!up w this stupid cough n flu!i want to be sick but dwn w frever n nt this sucking throat n nose!i want to regain my voice by fri hopefully..cos fri gng get result..eh..by thurs hopefully cos gt tutor thingy..haha..also hopefully my results oso good good..haha..hope tmr fr los..ok stop hopping!!!idiot damn stupid shit!tmr work w babe..don feel lyk..if i go at 10 mus help her take stock..go at 11 help her pack..haiiz..she so slow..end up take stock oso i alone taking los..whts worse is i cant stand her perfume!!!so damn bladdie strong los!pity my nose n lungs man..save me! 10:14 PM |
WishEs... eveRyoNe Safe & souNd gOod ResUltS PromiSinG FutuRe dReaM amBitiOn coMe tRue...
liNks...
Cheryl
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