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PeARleen tAN 24 FeBuaRy
LOvEs... My Saviour, My Lord, Jesus Eat,slp,play Drums,piano,guitar Bed,tigger,mickey Chicken rice Drama shows Christmas Ice skating Ultimate frisbee
hAtes... lOsiNg... beiNg UnderestiMateD...
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Friday, December 1
no title.. today..a bit lucky..i manage to attend da chalet today..i didnt ate much oso..haha..i told them i reaching hm by 11..but i reach hm at 1125..den they nt happi..he say tmr cannot go..was quite angry i think cos he didnt even gave me a chance to explain[i can add some excuses but too bad..]i was thinking if i shd jus go w/o permission tmr..cos the obvious price to pay for tt is my church camp..hen fan la...but i left the chalet around 1020 to 1025..mayb becos the walking took up da tym..haiiz..kkz..thinking back,it was some kind of my fault too..cos i told them 11 n i shd hav left the place earlier...but the prob nw is which shd i attend?church camp n class chalet choose 1...class there i might nt get to spent tym w them lyk tis eveer again..so it is somehow the "last days"...church camp ar..dun really noe wht to say oso..help me choose den i consider la..but if dun go tmr for class chalet den can go cell..haiiz..which one ne? im rushing his work tonight so tt hopefully can go tmr..but i think cant le cos aft sorting out everything..i realise lyk quite little den i oso cant read my handwritting[shameful of myself]..so he will surely say..where gt so little want?den will complaint the "quality" of my work..haiiz..its 0241am nw..by the tym i finish typing n his work i'll go slp mayb 3 plus 4..haiiz..ltr i wake up late again kena scolded..life's so hard sia.. havent do QT yet..mus do ltr b4 i slp..nid God's accompany..anyways..pessimistic a bit...its the dec alrdy..woOow..so fast 1 yr gng to finish le..wht hav i done tis yr?am i proud of the things i've done tis yr?eh..i dunno la huh..haha..eh..type till here dunno y my mind blank le..dunno wht to type.. today..night..mood no gd at all... nitex. [[maybe u're ryte..im nt fit..mayb its jealousy i guess..hatred towards love..seeking for 'revenge'...u oso growing big le..so i gt nth else to say..mayb i jus fit everything u've decribe..im tt lousy i guessed..]] 2:27 AM |
WishEs... eveRyoNe Safe & souNd gOod ResUltS PromiSinG FutuRe dReaM amBitiOn coMe tRue...
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Cheryl
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