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PeARleen tAN 24 FeBuaRy
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Wednesday, November 22
sianz.. haiiz..actually today was okie de..but den someone was jus out to spoil my mood..no nid me say oso can guess who lo..i seriously dun feel lyk working for him..at least pay me la..e phone line return u la!so lousy oso da line..mayb u pay me i pay the bills myself still gt $ left for me to save n spent.worst was exam over le.i watch tv oso kenna scolded.serious.im nt lying.i started watching frm 430 to 8..may i noe the prob w tt?i ltr still want to watch frm 10 to 11!u gib me da work i finish le lei!jus tt i finish da maid's one den ask her do the other one only wht!!!den mummy scold me say dunno how to help him.see he so busy work earn $ for us!wth!i jus dun want to work for him!get it!nt tt i want to speak "ill" of them.but jus tt i cant stand it!jus nw i told him i gng to register for the 3 mth jc nxt yr..go see hw jc life is lyk..he angry show me face than shout at me.see only wht oso din say i gng to go study jc!wth is wrong w him man.im gng to flar up seriously soon!im gonna talk back!its pushing me too far.there is a limit to everything!give me some encouragement..its 99% to my paitence alrdy! change topic..something more hapi..i clear my mess alrdy..i realise the mess was all abt bks n papers.all da worksheets n stuff.still gt sec 2 de..wahaha..nw my table is more than 3 quarter cleared..haha.. i've been looking for a job..calling contacts stated on the newspaper n oso email-ing them..haiiz..not much reply so far..i guess im gonna hav to lower my standard..mayb 5 to 6 per hr lo..haiiz..God bless man..but dec i oso so busy..but im short of cash currently.i nid $.haiiz..cant possible ask frm them. staying at hm for the pass 2 days le..ytd n today.haiz..its so damn boring man..i wana watch casino royal..but cant possibly watch alone..its gona be even boring isnt it?haiiz..see lo..see gt friends ask me if nt i ask them lo..i want to be free.nt lyk a bird stuck in a cage n lyk a frog who doesnt know anything.. one more thing..mayb it was wrong frm da start..dun think there's a nid to try to fit in..it shd b natural ryte?mayb those werent wht suppose to be meant..they were nt suited i guess..i guess whts suited is to stay at hm n rot.. fri dng sharing..the last tym i did sharing..was lyk..haiiz..forget it..so tis fri mus prepare well..seek God..i tried writing a song..hopefully it will sound nice n able to touch lives..nw only left da title n preparing sharing..really nid to seek God quietly.. ah..im gonna lose weight!gng swimming w sis tmr coz she ask me go..but oso good la..exercise.mus lose weight.determine to! arrggh!!im rotting!take me out!haiiz.. 8:02 PM |
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