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PeARleen tAN 24 FeBuaRy
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Thursday, October 5
worthless? haiiz..today is another boring day..haiiz..went for poa lesson at 5..found out that i can actually get 3.5 to 4 more marks..but if i ask lim-foo for tt marks..i'll be causing much trouble to many ppl..esp ssk..so there goes my marks..haiiz.saded..slept throughout chinese lesson though i noe i shdnt..but jus cant help it..i think i some sort gave up chinese le..how?haiiz..but i didnt say i want to 'drop' lei..haiiz..i wore my class t n 'army' pants today..i was afraid i couldnt enter..but thank God i did..so i hav to fulfill my promise to Him..but as usually..i broke..eh..not broke..i fulfilled half..haiz..think He's angry..however the class tee is lyk so transparent lo..nvm abt it..found some vs today while searching the web..some stroke me..however..im still as confuse as i hav been..i still feel tt something is wrong..within tis family..i jus somehow sense something not ryte..i tot abt it during the night..in the morning..even when i was i n skool..but i jus cant even find a single clue to wht is it!nth..haiiz..i think i hav been troubled by it quite a lot..and i think it's not the tt prob..[not very nice to leak out too much..sorry for inconvience caused..ask mi personally if u really want to noe..i try]]because if its becoz of tt prob,it wouldnt be so calm i guessed..i tried every possiblility..everything i could think of...but all of it jus seems so not ryte..does not quite fit in..n so i ask again..wht shd i do?i've been asking tis qn every now n den..but i still dun get wht i shd do..so how?Lord..i tried every means i had n could..really tried..so how?i jus nid someone to tell mi tt everything's gonna be fine..n i dun hav to worry too much..or someone to tell mi tt things arent as complicated or even the way i thought it is..so tt i'll be..so tt i can concentrate studying..im really affected by it..i start thinking of it every now n den..half way thru when im studying..haiiz..Life..what is liFe?!pain?suffering?or wht?wht is LOVE?1 cor 13:4-8a..?WHAT IS LOVE?whts this four letter word?y is it so big so impt so irritating so everything?and so how do we or rather how are we suppose to face love?how are we suppose to treat love lyk,with...?haiiz..okok..betta stop here.gt lots of poa to do..shall not waste my time here..somemore its a boring entry..so lets stop here..anyways take care guys..jia you everybody..O lvl!haiiz..n to P6 kiddis..jiA you..2 more paper!take care..nitez guys n sweet dreams.. 10:04 PM |
WishEs... eveRyoNe Safe & souNd gOod ResUltS PromiSinG FutuRe dReaM amBitiOn coMe tRue...
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Cheryl
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