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PeARleen tAN 24 FeBuaRy
LOvEs... My Saviour, My Lord, Jesus Eat,slp,play Drums,piano,guitar Bed,tigger,mickey Chicken rice Drama shows Christmas Ice skating Ultimate frisbee
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Sunday, October 1
its children's day..yea.. hahas..although im no longer a child[children]..[which means im 'not' suppose to celebrate children's day]..i had lots of fun today..i was in-charge of one the game stall which is the one throwing darts at balloons..i got hit by the darts twice..lucky no injury..didnt noe kids below 12 are so violent..most of them are below 12 la..den they play lyk so hard to score lyk tt..haiiz..but i had fun..i went round copping other stalls prizes..[they r mainly food] and so i ate lots of snacks today..i woke up lyk 715..reach 830..hahas..jus on time..but i really enjoyed myself..i den played wib balloons..making all kinds of animals and stuff..i made a corrupted flower..hahas..tts becuz i didnt noe hw to do it..its funny..my flower is jus...kkz..shall let ur imagination run wild..hahas..really had a great time..didnt noe children's day is betta than youth day..n guess wht..u dun nid to be children to celebrate children's day..hahas..kkz..so tis the good story for today..the unpleasant one was...the day became much unplesant only during night time..[everyday's unplesant unless those probs r solve]..i was studying and listening to music..sis come say she want to study ask me off..but she nvr study[wth] so i on back..den she play along la..the air-con on den she keep leaving the door open..always lyk tt one when we 'quarrel'..so i played along lo..i leave the door open and continue to study wib the music on..den mins ltr..i see i bit of water splashing out of the air-con..a bit only..so i wanted to prevent the air-con frm spoiling n leaking water..so i went to close the door..u noe wht..she open again..so i went to get the keys for the door and kept it..i set a 'trap'..she fell into it..she went out and i lock the door..and u noe wht she did?she created a big commotion..and so..dad heard of it and came out la..i spoke for myself..and i show little very little attitude..[i didnt dare to show much]and guessed wht..he shouted at me!and so scolded me lo..BUT he only say to my sis..u noe the air-con on u still want to leave the door open..and aft tt he went back to his room..the crowd dispersed..i was damN hurt and upset..so i wanted to blog..but sis was using the com so i wouldnt ask for it..1stly cuz i noe she wont let me hav it and i didnt wan to put my pride dwn..i love 'face' a lot..hahas..so i waited lo..den again lyk the past..she threaten to delete all my songs in the windows media player..[cuz not happi]and i tressure those songs quite a lot..but i said go ahead la..cuz i had carbon copy in the folders ma..den she stupid..go delete frm playlist..stupid ryte..want to delete oso mus frm media library ma..ben dan!den i got close to 500 odd songs sia..she dunno wht la..go to the add and remove programmes thing do something..of cuz it was unsucessful..cuz she's stupid..she wanted to delete frm my folder..tts where my only copy of songs are kept..i pull the mouse away n stared at her..we had a 'convesation' and she 'lost'she den took her time slowly use com..i waited so long sia..finally men..i got to touch the com..but honestly speaking..she's the overall winner..she got tramp card..[my dad]cuz they r always and forever biased!i dun mind losing..or wht..i dun care abt tis quarrel..wht hurts me is tt the attitude and the way they handle tis situation..cuz they r biased..i betta stop toking abt it..if nt i'll be splitting %$#@&! all over..but it hurts men..but nvm..i shall get over it..hope so..wounds in me havent been heal and here comes another..hw is it possible to heal..and it leaves scars..meaning those things tt causes these wounds n scars will nvr be forgotten..so u betta be careful..i jus want to leave tis place as soon as possible..haiiz..tok abt today service den..responded to the altar call..although i didnt get the full ans frm God..haiiz..i jus feel so weak n useless when i quarrel wib my siblings..mayb becuz they always win and becuz the got the tramp card which i dun hav and gave up fighting for it..did i made the ryte decision..i jus felt someone pouring salt on my wounds..next rubbing against it..it pains me..really hurt and its unbearable!i tried toking to Him..and im still in the mist of hearing frm Him..hope it really helps me.. 9:49 PM |
WishEs... eveRyoNe Safe & souNd gOod ResUltS PromiSinG FutuRe dReaM amBitiOn coMe tRue...
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Cheryl
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