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Wednesday, October 4


am i...
am i ?was i ?had i?arrgh..wht the hack has happen to tis family?wht on earth has happen to tis home?i really dunno wht is happening..i jus sense something different..or am i too sensative?can someone jus fill me in?Oooo..no u cant..becoz it only concerns within me n them..haiiz..hav whts been worring me realli starts happening?o my gosh!daMn..i hope not pls..though i dun realli lyk staying here but i dun wish to see it being destroy..haiiz...is there anything i can do..or hav i choose putting it away a wrong choice?so if putting it away a wrong choice,den wht shd i do..haiiz..i've always been giving ppl advice..yet me myself dunno wht to do..having thoughts tt i shdnt hav..am i fit..?well..tok something else..today..no assembly..so the whole day so slack..even if hav assembly oso slack..haha..except for poa lesson..tmr still gt test sia..den come home..i slack somemore..watch tv on youtube..com'on..hit me!wake me up!arrggh..i noe shdnt lyk tt but jus cant control lei..how?haiiz..God..pls strength me..im learning to live on u..putting my trust in u..so help me..tell mi..send an angel pls..thank you..amen..hope He answers my prayer..i jus dunno wht to type everytime its time to blog..den when finish le den rmb i've got so much tis n that to type..haiis..stm sia..arrggh..nid u so much..life without u is really miserable..life with u might not be the happiest day of my life nor will it be the best bla bla but life without u is miserable..is pain n suffering..i might not even pass the days..im nothing without u..nidding u badly..life is senseless n meaningless now to me..becoz i gave up?!or becoz it was meant to be..fate decides?where r u?!arrggh..anyone out dere gonna help me?!haiiz..okok..i guess i hav to stop here..betta finish up my poa..big whole chunk..i mus really stop wasting my time!take care guys..esp those reading..n jiA yoU to everyone..P6 kiddis..all the way..3 more papers only!take it!hang on..!

6:23 PM

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