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PeARleen tAN 24 FeBuaRy
LOvEs... My Saviour, My Lord, Jesus Eat,slp,play Drums,piano,guitar Bed,tigger,mickey Chicken rice Drama shows Christmas Ice skating Ultimate frisbee
hAtes... lOsiNg... beiNg UnderestiMateD...
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Thursday, September 28
what shd i do? hav i changed?!i oso dunno wht up wib me recently..tell mi..so tt i can change back to me ownself..i think i hav been quite irritating tis few days..for no reason i make her angry..sorry ar..whats up sia..today i got back some other parts of my physic paper..my practical lyk so lousy..i scored below average sia..arrgggh..my whole prelim i seriously flung!i think i failed eng n chinese..unless a miracle happens..miracle cuz i havent get back the results yet..but judging at.....most lykly tts the outcome..haiiz..i dont dare to tell my results to my parents sia..but good thing is i got 1 more mark for my poa paper 1..maths oso 1 more mark for paper 1..i think i cant go fer sat's lesson le..i wanna go sia..daMn family photo taking..im nvr nice esp infront of cameras!arrggh..i think i oso have to get on to my bks!my results are lyk way lousy!cant go on lyk tis sia..what on earth am i doing for goodness sake!hav been very vexed and confused tis few days..realli dunno wht to do..someone pls help..im turning mad le..i oso dunno!i dun even noe wht r my thots n stuff lyk tt nw!its blank in my mind!hw am i suppose to live with a blank mind?!arrggghh..mayb im splitted into 2..one is the actually me which is out of its own control and the other is me wib a bad influence,a bad personality and its controlling me..so which is which?urggh..Lord tell mi!u guys tell mi where has gone wrong!so tt i can be aware of it!help me out okay..i realli nid help..deres a grp of ppl telling me to jump off the cliff..yet deres one telling me to perserver..but somehow the ones telling me to jump off the cliff is way much 'stronger' in a sense..its lyk keep on reminding me to jump off..while the other one reminds me once in a blue moon..deres this pressure,pressurizing me very hard n strongly!however..i can only weep at a corner..cuz i cant get things right!even simple decisions goes wrong..i jus nid help badly... 6:02 PM |
WishEs... eveRyoNe Safe & souNd gOod ResUltS PromiSinG FutuRe dReaM amBitiOn coMe tRue...
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Cheryl
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