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heLlo...
PeARleen tAN
24 FeBuaRy
LOvEs...
My Saviour,
My Lord, Jesus
Eat,slp,play
Drums,piano,guitar
Bed,tigger,mickey
Chicken rice
Drama shows
Christmas
Ice skating
Ultimate frisbee
hAtes...
lOsiNg...
beiNg UnderestiMateD...
Past...
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Saturday, September 30
here it is again.. haiiz..here comes the prob again..i realli dunno wht to do..i tried thinking for a solution but i could not..i didnt went to think abt it for quite some time till today..anyways..its been a yr plus since the prob surface..haiiz..jus wht shd i do..or am i being too sensative?but everything shows the opp..how am i suppose to think positive?haiiz..gib me reasons to..gib me encouragement to..gib me strength..haiiz..im still stuck in tis pit..hypocripys everywhere..pretending to help me out..they got ropes but set fire at the other end of da ropes..so i fell again..my butt hurts..so does my heart..family!whts family for?haiiz..i still think escaping is best for me..though it still comes back to hunt me..but i think i jus hav to choose the way which gives me even a second of happiness..i cant wait for the future coz i hav no confidence tt it'll come..im not sure if tmr comes for me so if happiness is tmr..i might not meet it..so i rather hav it sooner than later..haiiz..slping is best to escape..slp n once u wake up..everythings shd gonna be fine ryte..haiiz..in the end u left me alone in the rain..so the little shone of light turned back into darkness..haiiz..i jus dunno hw to make myself sound ryte..haiix..lets nt tok abt it alrdy pearleen..toking only makes ur life even more miserable..since u gave up..so forget everything..hav a clean break..haiiz..kkz..lets tok abt something else..i actually started out studying..but ever since i went to do the idiotic hair..and came back..i didnt study le..till nw sia..haiiz..wasted 1 day..tmr oso nt free..children's day..gonna b busy frm morning 8 plus till the end of youth service which ish lyk 5..haiiz..took photos today..those kind of pro type..ppl come help us take..haiiz..make me look so old sia..i dun lyk any of the pics he took!i rather take them myself..but i lyk my hair style for today onli..cuz its different..hahas..im gonna go to the hair dresser after my O sia..hw hw..nvr study..com'on..hit me..wake mi up!i did bad enough for prelims sia..so wake me up!today jus lyk tt..haiiz..prob still exist..another wasted day..bad enough..anyways..tmr got to wake up 730 so betta slp early..u guys take care too..hav an early night..
9:55 PM
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& souNd
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PromiSinG FutuRe
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