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PeARleen tAN 24 FeBuaRy
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Monday, September 25
haiiz.. today..nw..not in the mood..haiiz..i jus realise..im actually so weak so useless.i cant even do a single thing..everything's lyk my fault lyk tt..haiiz..den maths paper 1 only gt 53 marks..haiiz..poa paper 1 only gt 23 marks..if i dun check paper,den change my ans by right shd gt 27 de..haiiz..physic onli gt 34 for section A..haiiz..all the results suck sia..my best sub alrdy lyk tt..n there goes my As..haiiz..lyk tt ss,geo,chinese,english die le lo..think art also score 50 plus only..haiiz..jus nt in mood..not only becoz of results but haiiz..forget it..sunday ps say dun run away..dun hide..face it..can someone tell mi how?!i jus feel lyk He's punishing me for haiiz..arggh..feeling daMn low..den tt idiot bro come piss me..i pushed him only lo..havent hit him yet ok..i reali damn no mood so dun piss me off!i jus hav no authroity..nth..haiiz..mayb the only person to blame is myself..dun tok also cannot..tok le also cannot..haiiz..tell mi la..wht shd i do..these days these hrs jus so lonely..no one will even ever be able understand..cuz its jus different,different fate everything is different..if there's a shoulder for me..haiix..i give up..realli give up..im tired..physically,emotionally,spiritually,every part of me..jus fell apart..even super glue cant save alrdy..i dun want to fight nor win..before i'll lose more..before life gets more miserable,i give up..im really tired..let me off.i dun want it anymore.u want u take.i give up!u win ok..treat it as if im jus incapable useless weak lousy ok!let me off..i jus cant hold on anymore..please.i beg u..please.. 6:11 PM |
WishEs... eveRyoNe Safe & souNd gOod ResUltS PromiSinG FutuRe dReaM amBitiOn coMe tRue...
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Cheryl
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